This is Pavan. I work as a real estate broker but it was not the real job I was doing I was a secret agent work for RAW. My family and my friend don't know anything about my secret job it was very confidential. This was the story started with the wanted list of the Goans. In that list imran was top 1 and her rule all the Goans so I started to collect all his details. One day I got news that imran was making deal with some one in pub. I give all details about the imran in my head.
With the information I give cops made firing on imran but he was full secured with his men. Imran have his men in cops so he got news from his agent and got alert so he killed all the force. From his men Imran came to know about my name. So he send his men to kill me but I escape from his man.
I went to one of my safe house and contacted my boss for help but he said he was in high pressure situation, he couldn't help me now, but he suggested me to use my hidden talent. It was none other then I can disguise in various characters and I can do mimicry as per the character. So I disguise like a old man and went to my home.
I live with my mom and I was married and my wife name is ramya. Now She was pregnant and it was 4th month. Both My dad and my sister died in car accident two months back. We can't live in our house as my mom can't live without my father and my sister so We shifted to new house 10 days back. I rang my door bell and my wife Ramya opened the door. She asked me who was I. I said I used to work as your husband manager. So she welcomed me in and called my mom and said what I said. When my mom came I started removed my disguise. By seeing me my mom asked me what happen.
I made my mom and Ramya to sit on sofa and sat opposite to them and I explained all about my job and present situation. They started to become emotional and started to crt, I controlled myself. After some time I made that to stay strong for some days and I started to leave but when I opened the door I saw imran men's car coming so I immediately closed the door and went from back door. His men's came and searched my house and they asked my mom and wife I they seen any one of them and showed some of my disguise photo but in those my original photo was not their.
After they went my mom called me. I went to my home after some time when I went they both were thinking about something serious and I can see fear in their faces. When I ask them what happen they said they have my disguise photo and in that this disguise was also their. With those words I came to understand all my doors was closed and fall on sofa. Then my wife came near me and hugged me tightly. After some time my mom came with one solution.
Mom - I have an idea
Me - what is it?
Mom - can you talk like a lady?
Me - yes, but why?
Mom - what, if you dressed as a your sister Radhika.
Me - what?
Mom - just think, you can always be with us, and they are searching for you in all male disguise and you can live here like your sister.
Me - mom but how can I act as Radhika.
Mom - our neighbors don't know about Radhika and her death as we are new here. So we can manage.
Wife - yes pavan. This was nice idea they can't identify you as Radhika.
I thought for a while and agreed.
My mom went to arrange things for me. Ramya give a cream to removed all my body hair. I went to bathroom to apply Ramya followed to bathroom. I started to remove all my clothes in front of Ramya she was my wife and it was not the first time to see me naked. When I removed all the clothes she started apply that cream on my body. At same time I applied that cream on her body when I removed all her clothes. After applying cream we made bath together. After that dried each other with towel. Then she helped me to wear bra and I wore pantie and she wore her dress again. When we came out Ramya call my mom to our room. Then they dressed me in chudidar. That chudidar was my sister Radhika's it was correct fit to me. After that I got bangle to my hands, earring to my newly pierced ears. My long hair wig was braided and my mom fixed the flowers in my hair. After that I got anklets to my legs. A bindi finished my look. I really didn't notice what I was wearing.
I ask Ramya to take my passport size photo. Then I give my boss number to her to send my photos with a message code to say it was me. By seeing the message my boss made from unknown number and I said all about our plan and I ask him to change my identity in my sister Radhika identity. He said ok and hang the call.
Wife - so you are my sister in law, Radhika
Me - yes
I said with embarrassment
Wife - hey, don't feel sad, even though I call you radhika, I know who you are.
Mom - listen to me radhika, I will treat and train you same like your sister. So that you can get all trait of your sister then no will suspect us.
Me - I can't understand her word I said ok as I don't went to say a word against my mom.
At night in bed, I asked my wife, what was the meaning of my mom words?
Wife - she mean that, She wants to train you like your sister Radhika to do all the household works. Wants you to become good daughter-in-law one day.
I was terrified a little
Wife - don't worry I will be with you everything.
Me - I was lucky to have you as my wife.
We talked a lot and we slept hugging eachother. I have to say that day we talked a lot about our future.
Next day early in the morning, When I woke up Ramya told me the works I have to do like brooming the house. After doing it.
Wife - Vadina, take bath.
Me - At least call me Radhika no Vadina at all.
Wife - ok Radhika now go and have bath after that wear this saree.
Me - No I can't wear half saree. Please give me other dresses like chudidar atleast.
Wife - I don't know anything about it. Your mom give this to me.
I went near my mom with anger and asked her for dress to wear. Then she said I have given half saree to Ramya. I ask her for any other dress or atleast chudidar. She said you have to get used to your role as Radhika so I want to wear them. I started to request my mom but she was determined so I went to my bath room to take bath. After the bath I came out with towel around my hips. My wife came to me with a smile and made me sleep on my bed. After that she glued breast froms on my chest. When I stood she retied my towel around my new BREAST.
Wife - never forget it. These BREAST only belongs to you.
Me - From where did you got these BREASTFROMS.
Wife - your mom got these from her friend.
I don't know what to say so I smile at her. Then I wear pantie then She said how to wear bra in easy way. After that I wore the blouse and petticoat.
Wife - half saree is simple to wear. I would show you today and tomorrow onwards you have to wear it on your own.
I just nodded my head. She taught me how to drape in normal style, I found it easy.
Then she did my hair and little necessary things to wear like bangles and bindi sticker.
As soon as I came out
Mom - half saree suits you Radhika and if your hair was real then you look same as my daughter Radhika. OK now it's for breakfast com with me Radhika. I went along with my mom to kitchen, but Ramya went to living room to watch TV. I ask my mom to take Ramya help I can't do these ladies work. My words made my mom to get angry. So that day she made me to prepare breakfast with my own hands. After that I we three eat breakfast and I went to take some rest but my mom said It's time neighbours to meet my Radhika.
Me - what? Now..... No.
Mom - you have to meet them some day, it's better to meet in advance so that they can believe I have a daughter Radhika it was you. By saying that She pulled me outside.
l can Speak as a woman so I manage to introduce myself to neighbours. We went to our neighbours house just for talking. At first it went well but soon they started to question my mom, why my nose hasn't pierced? , why am I still not married? etc. My mom convinced them with some lies.
Some of the unmarried girls made me their friend too. One of them is swathi. She was my next door. She added me in her girls whatsapp group. She was one of the admin for that group. She spoke with me for a while. Within no time she became my best friend.
My mom started to take me to temples too along with her on Friday and there she made me do what she did and some special Pooja's.
As soon as I came home from temple. My wife asked me about my experience in temple. I told her everything. She listen to me with lot of interest. One day Ramya and me was talking about some thing while sitting on sofa.
Mom - ramya, can you teach radhika, how to braid her hair?
Wife - of course atta (mother-in-law)
My wife sat near my legs facing her back toward me and give brush to braid her hair, I ask her I don't know how to do. So she took her phone and played one video in YouTube how to braid. I started to braid her hair number of times after some straggling I got how to braid other's hair. Then she sat beside me and said now it's time for your hair. I give comb to her and started to getup to sit infront of her. But she stopped me and she give comb to me and said I have to do my hair on my own. I started to do my hair on my own After some time I braided my hair properly. I thought it's over. But My wife looked at me with smile and asked
Wife - Atta, do you some flowers?
I looked at my wife angry.
Mom - of course see in refrigerator, she said from her room.
My took flowers from refrigerator and my she pinned those flowers in my hair.
Mom - ramya, make sure radhika to wear flowers daily. She is new to womanhood, so she has to get used to it quickly.
Next day, I wear another half saree and braided my hair on my own. all the time My wife was with me to correct my mistakes on the spot. She didn't forget to keep flowers in my hair when I finish my braid. Then she give comb to me to braid her hair.
I received my sister aadhar card and other card with my photos. After few days, my mom took me outside. I thought it might be to expand my female contacts. We went to a house and I met a old lady. My mom was talking something to her. So she called me inside. I went inside silently and sat on the chair.
Old lady - which side?
Mom - left side
I don't know, what they were talking about. Then she made mark on my nose. Then I realised what's going on. I signaled my mom not to do it but she didn't care. That old lady pierced my nose with a needle. While going home I was really angry on my mom.
Me - mom, why did you do this?
Mom - it's compulsory for a women in the village. Everyone was asked me about your nose piercing. Even your wife asked for it. So I took this decision.
I was angry on my mom and ramya. When we went our house. By Seeing my angry face Ramya came near me then she saw my nose piercing. Then she look at my mom my mom said what. Ramya said nothing why you pierced her nose. My mom said what she said to me. After that Ramya started to calm me down and apply cream to make my piercing. In week, I started to wear a regular nose stub on my left nostril. It really changed my face.
One day swathi came to our home.
Me, Swathi and my wife talking about some girly stuff. Topic went on husband so Swathi asked me
Swathi - so radhika why aren't married yet?
I have no answer for that.
Swathi - I mean, are you in love with any guy or you are looking for a particular quality to marry?
My wife was controlling her laugh.
Wife - radhika, wanted to marry a police officer.
Swathi - oh. Why only a police?
Wife - she was terrified for small things. So a police husband would give her a lot of confidence.
Swathi - yeah, that's not a bad thing. Women needs strong and care taking husband.
Swathi - let's do one thing. We unmarried girls are doing a prayer this Friday to get good husband, you can join us.
Before I could answer
Wife - of course, she will join you. She wants a good husband too.
After swathi left home. I got really on my mom and my wife.
Me - what are you both want to do with me?
Mom - we were just helping you. Everyone unmarried girl was attending for this Pooja and you are not. It makes a bad impression and they will get dout on you.
On Friday, early in the morning I had head bath wrapped my hair using a towel. I wear half saree with minimal jewelry. After that I dried my hair and braided it. Then I saw swathi coming towards our home, so I went towards the door
Mom - radhika, wear some flowers.
I angrily took flowers and pinned them on my hair.
Mom - behave well in the temple. Always stay with women etc
After a lot of instructions I joined swathi and her friends.
Like any village, as we walked to the temple, I saw few guys looking at us. Girls were adjusting there pallu etc. I did just like them.
As we passed the guys. I heard someone saying, WHO IS THE NEW GIRL?. I know there were talking about me. I just stayed with the girls and went inside the temple.
After some prayers and pooja. We all sat there and started to chit chat.
Even though I was doing a lot of women things, there are lot of other women things I have to get. When they were talking about it, I just listened without saying a word.
While going home, guys followed us. They followed till my home
As soon as I entered the home. My mom noticed nervousness on my face.
Mom - looks like some guys followed my beautiful daughter.
Me - yeah, they couldn't stop starring at me
Mom - we can't blame them. When they see a beautiful girl, they tend follow.
Me - mom!!!!
Mom - did I say something wrong. Just look yourself in the mirror
It's true, I am looking really beautiful.
Days gone by , my daily schedule is to dress up beautifully as a young traditional girl in half saree, Do all the housework. Without the help of my mom and ramya. They made me to do as I have to manage in their absence. I started to act as they said and I can see changes in Ramya attitude. She started to dominate me in all the matters. She can do anything as she has my mom support. I was waiting for my time but praying God that no killer can find me.
My wife is healthy along with our baby now it was 7th month. I started to take care and did every work to my wife Ramya and at same time I started to feel nervous. I can't keep on living as a woman. I don't want to be an aunt to my kid, I want to be a dad. With all these mess going on, my mom gave me another head ache
Mom - radhika, I know you will get angry but my friend kept on asking about you. She likes you and wants you to marry her son.
Me - what? You said no right!!!!
Mom - yeah, of course no marriage but they wanted to see you once.
Me - mom!!!!
Mom - they will just see you and we will say no to the marriage
Me - mom, it's too much
Mom - everyone were asking about your marriage. Its just to show them, there is nothing wrong with you.
As usual my mom did listen to me.
Very next day, early in the morning my wife woke me up. After the bath, I wore bra, panty, blouse and petticoat.
My wife was enjoying it a lot. She just loved to apply me make up.
While she was draping saree
Me - you look, so happy
Wife - of course, grooms family is coming to see you my Vadhina. Hope they like you
Me - heyyy
Wife - I am kidding. Take it as fun
I too decided to take it as a fun
Just then swathi and few of her friends came to our room.
I was waiting in my room. They were talking about the groom and his family.
Just then I heard a car stopping before my home.
They entered the home and my mom, my wife were talking with them before calling me. After some time my mom order girls to bring me out.
Then girls started to take me out with their arm on my shoulder, we slowly walked to the hall. I can't face all mainly groom, so I bowed my head down. I sat on the floor like a woman to on their first look. By seeing me groom's mother said stop feeling shy and see my son. I raised my head to see groom after that I saw Ramya she was smiling I can't face her so again bowed my head. After that They asked few questions about me I answered them well as my mom already trained me to answer those questions yesterday. After that I made coffee for them. While serving the coffee I saw the groom's face. He was smiling at me. After some time my mom order me to go to my room girls followed me to my room. After that They talked for some time while they are talking girls started to ask me questions to tease me. I was shy to answer then.
Swathi - do you like him?
My wife was smiling at me, like she is expecting an answer from me
Girls were asking me to say yes, my wife joined them and asked me to say yes
I looked at her angrily
Wife - radhika, it's good family, have lot of money. He will take care of you. You just have to be a obedient wife to him
I didn't say anything. I was waiting for my mom. Soon the groom's family left and girls left the home too.
Wife - now you can tell me. Do you like him?
I went to my wife, hugged her, kissed her pinched her. It was fun actually.
Then my mom joined my wife too
Mom - groom's family likes you. What about you?
I smiled at my mom, he knows my answer
Wife - mother in law, I think she like him. See she is smiling
Mom - I think it's right. Let me call them and say we agree for marriage.
I took the phone from my mom. My mom burst into laughs along with my wife. I too laughed with them
At night, while me and my wife were talking. I told her about my concern towards the baby and my identity.
Wife - it's only for few months. Don't worry about it.
Me - yeah you right.
Wife - if it's out of hand. You can get married be someone's wife (with smile)
I smiled at her. She kissed on my forehead and said my lovely husband-wife. I hold her hand and we sleep holding eachother.
Next day when I was started to wear half saree Ramya came near me with a saree. She ask me to wear saree and she said yesterday I was looking beautiful in saree. So request me to wear saree. By seeing her cute face I obey to wear saree. She help me to wear that saree and at same time she trained me how to wear. After that I did makeup and wear necessary jewelry.
When I went near My mom she said about baby shower to my wife. I said we can do. She made some phone call and fixed the bady shower in this month. So we called all our relative and also my boss and his wife, so that I can get updates about the case.
On that day Early in the morning I was ready in beautiful saree and did all the necessary things. My wife face was glowing in happiness.
As the shower going on, I saw my boss and his wife. Somehow he convinced his wife. I silently went to meet him.
Me - hi sir
He just opened his eyes wide
Boss - ohh. I really didn't recognise you. You really look like a woman.
I don't know what to say, how to take whether it's a complement or.
I asked him about the Don case
Boss - we are doing a fine job. I think we are gonna catch them really soon.
Me - can i return to my male identity?
Boss - no no. Since they are trying to track you. It was little easier for us find them. If you change now, it may leads to your ......
Me - OK. I understand
Just then few ladies called me. So I went inside. My boss was looking at me surprisingly. I actually got a lot of female traits now.
While they were leaving. I talked to boss's wife. She still thinks I am woman.
At night
Wife - I am really happy to have you with me today.
Me - I have always been with you
Wife - no, you weren't. You were too busy with the job. But today you were with me the entire day.
I became little sad. She was right. I was never there for her. She don't have any family other than me and my mom
Wife - don't be sad. Its just. You as a woman, helps us to get close a lot. I can share anything with you. I can talk any women stuff with you and lately you showed interest too.
She is right, being with women as a woman. I got a lot of interest in talking about womanly stuff.
Few months passed, me and my wife were lot more close now. We talk about sarees, jewellery. Help each other while dressing.
I have to say she made me even more girlier.
I started to like my long hair wig. My original hair was now reaching my neck I wanted to grow my hair longer then the wig.
It's like, my mom and my wife forgot I am man. It doesn't mean she don't consider me as husband, it's just she considers me as husband, who wears sarees.
On the day of delivery, my wife was taken to the operation theatre. I was there with her on the operation theatre.
My wife gave birth to a baby girl. My wife was unconscious. I took the baby, it's the most happiest moment
Once my wife got conscious, we have her the baby. Just then I got a call from my boss
Boss - we did it, we finally catch imran and his men and killed as the name of encounter.
Me - yeah that great, it was years of hard work.
Boss - we also catch mole in your department. So now your identity was safe.
Me - I become happiest person in this world. Then I said I got a lucky daughter. By her birth all my problem solved.
Boss - congratulations pavan and now you can join and continue as secret agent?
Me - Yes boss, but I can't stay away from my family.
Boss - it's OK. I will have your male identity card back
Me - no I don't need them now.
Boss - as you wish. I will catch you after with a case.
Me - jai hind sir.
After my wife discharge, I said the good news to my mom and wife, they were really happy. But my wife had mixed feelings, so after some time while I was only with my wife.
Me - why are you not happy about the Don?
Wife - I am happy but it means you will go back by wearing pants and shirt. I will miss my friend.
Me - really!!!! The Don died a week ago and still I am in a saree
Wife - it's means, you are going to be radhika forever
Me - not exactly. I will be radhika for you forever. But I will be in sarees , till our daughter gets little older. I can't wear sarees after that.
Wife - OK. I understand your concern
Me - if you ever want me to wear saree I will wear be your friend by wearing saree in privacy for you. No matter what.
Me hugged and kissed. She kept her hand on my hair and touched flowers
Wife - what about your hair. I know you liked to grow it
Me - I want to grow like you even more then you.
My wife hugged me and said BEST HUSBAND EVER.