My name is Deepak but my Nike name is Deepu. I am from orthodox Brahmin family from Andhra Pradesh. This story started before my birth. Madhu and Satya were my twin sister where Madhu was elder. I was two year younger to them. My parents wanted a boy for two reasons one for social pressure and another clan can continue to flourish through me.
When My mother was conceived second time I was born. My parents consulted a priest from a revered shrine to draw my horoscope. By using my date and time of birth priest said that I have one dosham, to rectify that I have to be raise like their daughter like my sisters. When my parents ask priest for how many day I have to raise like daughter. Priest said upto a day before my marriage. At last priest said another main important point that when I attend age one year i have to offer my hair to Lord Venkateshwara temple in Tirupati and then took a vow to give my hair after my marriage to complete my sin. So I was not allowed to cut my hair short.
My parents believed that priest blindly. They followed every words. On my first birthday my parents pierced My ears and nose. Next day we was off to Tripati to offer my hair and take vow from God. From that day I was grown up as a girl. As per the vow, my hair was not allowed to cut but they were treated as precious because they are to offered to god. Mother massaged my scalp with coconut oil every evening.
When I was three year old I got to know the world. In that time my mother brainwash me that I was a girl and daily she started to give some tips to follow at any cost. I was treated like third daughter. My parents raise me like a traditional daughter daily I have to wear cloth which wear appropriate to my age no pants and shirts including chudidar because it has pants. but My sisters were allowed wear pants and all. My sisters madhu and satya know all what was happening to me in this house. They loved me very much so to support me they also stopped wear chudidar and any other dress which have pants. I was happy for their love.
When I was 5 years, my parents took admission for me in a school and joined me as a girl. I started to go to school with a single braid or twin braids in girls uniform. However my hair were long like girls and everyday before school, mother used to make me sit on the floor and oil them neatly and make braid of hair. When I joined primary school, 1st standard boys were naughty and they used to pull my long braid as my hair was long then other girls and I used to cry sometimes, because it was very painful.
When I complaint it to my Mother she stopped making braid but she started making a tight bun. Boys used to pull it and open it. My long hair used to hang on my back. After some day with the help of my teacher I get rid of those bulls. However at home my hair was kept open or in a braid or bun When I completed 10 years, my elder sister reached her puberty so my parents did a large ceremony. On that day Madhu was dressed in very beautiful blue colour half saree. After that day Madhu made me wear that half saree. From next day onwards Madhu started to wear half saree at home.
At that time I don't know the meaning of puberty. After one year Satya also reached her puberty and on that day she wore beautiful red colour half saree. Some like madhu, satya also made me wear half saree. I feel gorgeous when I see myself in mirror. After that day both Madhu and Satya started share their half saree to wear daily at home, But only for college they wear uniform (i.e chudidar). For me my school uniform was skrit and blouse which cover my navel.
Days started to move on, but by seeing my two sisters in half saree I was very eager to wear half saree Daily. But I have no knowledge about puberty. So when I ask my mother that when can I start wear half saree. She said I can wear them at anytime there is no rule when to start. In low voice I ask her mom not that when I will reach puberty and how can i get my puberty. she was speechless but said it was in God's hand. Then in the evening when we completed your dinner and left to your rooms to sleep. My parents had some huge discussion about some matter. I can't hear them clearly.
After one or two months, when I woke up early in the morning I had severe stomach pain when I said this to my mother she happily said I reached my puberty. I was over the moon. Whatever happen to my sister's when they reached puberty same events has been happened to me. We three sisters enjoyed a lot on last day. Now I was very happy, because I can wear what I dream for many days. From now i can share half saree with my sister's.
From that day I can see change in boy's look when they saw me. Slowly all the girls in my class started to get puberty and for some their started their body changes. One day when I was seeing myself in mirror to notice my body changes. My mother say me and asked me what I was doing. With embarrass I said what I am doing. From Next day my mother started to give special glass of milk for me to drink. It taste really good. When my mother forget I used to ask for that milk. After some day I started to see changes in my body. By seeing my happy face my mother was very happy.
Finally I completed my schooling with good grade. Then my father joined me in a college where there give lot of values to culture and tradition. In that college there were only girls like me whose parents wents their daughter to be traditional. For that college their was no uniform but we have to be present in half saree in weekdays and saree on Saturday. But in final year we have to wear only saree daily. I have no experience in saree so my mother started to teach me how to wear and handle saree very easily. It was a special experience with my mother.
After the holidays first day I attended college in saree. All complimented me that I was looking beautiful. Days kept on going I reached my final year of my degree, daily I have to wear saree to college. In these days I got pro in handling saree so I was happy to wear saree. Now my wardrobe is filled with only sarees and nightwear. For me saree become like my own skin because I used wear saree's 24/7.
Finally I have completed my degree with first class. After my degree I want to go for the job but my parents not allowing me to do. But both my sister wear doing their job. With no option left I was left with my mother in my house. So daily my mother used to teach me how to be ideal wife.
After some days my elder sister madhu marriage was fixed with Raja. Both the parents made there marriage very grandly and yes I tease my brother in law many times and I enjoyed teasing him because he took them positively. At the end of my sister marriage me and my BIL Raja become good friends I enjoyed his company very much.
After some days my parents started to search groom for Satya. But one fine day Satya took one boy (Charan) from her office and said they both are in love. At first My parents didn't except for their marriage, but when my parents talked to Charan they were happy with their decision. After some day they both also got their married very grandly. I was egger to see my husband but controlled myself. After some days my aunt daughter Neha come to our house due to some work in our city. She was tomboy girl. My aunt like me more then Neha.
When my aunt come to my house she wanted took topic about my marriage with my parents but my father said you know the condition here and who will marry her, See at present we are addressing her with female pronounce. I can't get what they are speaking. When I started to raise the question what happen to me. My parents said you will know when time came. Next day I went to Madhu house to help her because she was feeling ill.
When I was not in my home (this all I don't know but I saying this for you to understand) my aunt took proposal to marry Neha with me. My parents were happy because they want to ask this with my aunt for many days but they was silent. When my aunt proposed they accepted on the spot. But my mother said how can we say this with our kids. My aunt said she will take care of every thing. Aunt took Neha aside and said about my sin and marriage proposal to her. Neha felt like ridiculous but after some thoughts she said OK with some conditions that in our marriage she will be groom and I have to bride so that she will tied mangalsutram around my neck. Next no one was allowed to say truth to me, she will say to me when time came. And other conditions I will say to deepu.
It was my 21 birthday. On that day my parents arranged party to say I reached my adult. On that day I wore yellow saree to the party. In the party Neha proposed me to marry her. I was in confuse state I can't understand as It was serious or prank. My mother signal to accept in confuse state I did what my mother said.
When I ask my parents about that thing they started to say that I have to marry Neha because of my sin. I believed my parents and said OK to marry Neha. On the day of my marriage I was dressed in beautiful gold colour saree as bride and Neha was in sherwani as a groom. When it time came Neha tied mangalsutram around my neck. Then the next day we were off to Tirupati and Neha and my hair was offered to lord. Then we did kalyana Vratam. After that we reached our home.
That day night my parents arranged my first night with Neha. On that night I was dressed in cream colour net saree. On my head wig was kept to look good. I was made to enter first night room with glass of milk. I was too shy to face Neha I know she was a girl but I can't control my shyness. I give glass of milk to Neha and took her blessings like ideal wife. Neha blessed me to be happy and keep her happy. Then she made me to stand then she drank half milk and give remaining to me. When I drank half in that Neha took glass from and drank remaining. She said now the milk was very sweet when compare to before. I bowed my head in shyness. She took me in her arms with left hand and with right hand she raised my head and then started to kiss on my lips. I was feel odd to kiss a girl but at same time I feel romantic and started to move as she drive. After some time she started to get wild and she put me on bed and climb on me. I was horrified with her strength. Then she started to undress me one by one and then she made me to undress her at same time.
In my life it was the first time to see a girl without a piece of cloth. When I saw her flat bottom I ask her about that difference. On the spot she said because she was a girl and I was a boy from birth. I was confused with her answer. She said don't spoil the mood now and you can get answers tomorrow. She started to drive me I was in confuse state. What happen that day was blank for me.
Next day when she woke up by seeing my question mark face. She said the whole story happen to me from my birth. My mind was blown away. Then she ordered me to get ready and get her coffee with high voice. I was scared to that and then I took bath and wear saree. Now I know that I was a man but I wear saree automatically. Then I went to kitchen to prepare coffee for my husband Neha. In mean time Neha got her bath and readied in pant and shirt. I went with coffee cup to my room to serve coffee to Neha. When I give cup to Neha. She signal me by showing her legs. Then my mother words come to my mind that every morning a ideal wife has to take blessings from her husband by touching her legs. Then I touch her legs to take her blessings. After that I prepared breakfast with the help of my mother. When we are cooking my mother made me bliss with her question.
When we are along I asked my mother, Is that truth that I was boy from birth. My mother said yes with her face down. We heard my father voice from living room that he was getting late for office. So we leave that matter there and continue to serve breakfast to my father, Neha and other relatives who were there. When I had my breakfast Neha took me into our room. I have lot of questions to ask but I can't understand how to start. Then she said that she was a lesbian and not into boys. She started to develop crush on me by seeing me in saree daily. But when her mother said about my marriage proposal with her she was over the moon. But when she came to know that after the marriage my sin will be over and i will start to live as men. She become heartbroken. So she made the decision to make me her wife so that I will remain as how she wants.
Then I took her in my arms and said how you thought that I will live as a men after all this days as a girl. I was so addicted to these saree's and I was like my second nature. Without saree I can't complete my day and yes you are my husband and I am your wife sorry ideal wife. But I have only problem that I can't bare child it's your duty. We laughed.
Neha took separate flat in our town near to my home and Neha office was also near to our flat. Again I started growing my hair again and my wife oiled them when I order her, if she don't that I know how to get it done. After 2 years, I started wearing them in a nice single braid. I feel satisfied. Probably feminine angle in my personality is deeply routed in long hair and sporting long hair, taking care of it.