Subhash worked in an I.T. company that manages systems in life sciences domain. He got a good job in his home town Indore but he was forced by company to move to Bangalore. His parents were still getting enquired by families of his caste in Indore for marriage, but they supported him to relocate as they were concerned about his career too, they said we will arrange the marriage you focus on job.
To save cost of living he found rented room for himself in outskirts of City. He just had to come to office once a week as seniors prefered that way. Hello found extra time because of not having to commute everyday.
Soon, he got bored in a location where no one knew him.
He had done closet crossdressing in the past but wasn't satisfied, as he couldn't remove body hair, apply makeup and wear fitting clothes of choice at home.
He had fantasies of dressing up perfectly and then passing as woman in public, he also fantasized about getting got by a woman who then supports him later. He often daydreamed such stories or felt happy reading them online.
This time he made up his mind and prepared thoroughly by getting fitting clothes and accessories online, getting full body wax done in spa and also buying make up and breast and hip forms. On a weekend he got completely ready at home and thought what he should do next. He waited for evening when visibility is low and walked on terrace. No one noticed, then he got more confident and tried to repeat it again and move slightly out where few people saw him.
However, in next few days he got stares and done boys on street pointed at him and called him hijra.
Subhash didn't like reaction of people, he didn't think of himself as hijra or gay and realised that his hobby is detrimental to his well being if done in public. Luckily no one knew him there personally. He decided to move to other of City to maintain anonymity.
Soon his manager informed him that there is a huge job opportunity coming soon within company for a new client. This company was trying to rival Elon Musk's nueralink, however they had to move with trials quickly, but they needed trial subjects who had tech knowledge to update system on their own after trials. They tried gaming solution with Matrix like virtual AR world that would look and feel very real, kind of like shown in Black Mirror series.
They wanted someone to test and find how to give complete private experience by preventing data leak. Subhash was ready as he thought he will get higher package and started training on the system.
Company tech teams contacted him and explained that machine would be connected to his head capture his memories and generate virtual world out of it which he can manipulate a little to achieve any made up objective, he can slightly tweak character settings, his data will be private unless he sells them to company, his data will be anonymized even if it is used train AI part of the system.
Subhash thought that it was great opportunity, he thought the he can set virtual world to home town and his family and friends as characters, system will automatically fetch them once keys this information. He added one twist, he will do crossdressing and no one in virtual world will make fun of him or feel scared or disgusted by his cross dressing.
After setting up the system he plugged in and applied the machine tentacles his head and entered virtual world.
Subhash turned on the system and immediately fell into a deep sleep for 15 minutes while machine interface started to build connection with neurons.
Then he had bright light experience when many neurons were firing and his memories were being synced system for another hour.
Then he felt himself awoke in a room, although he was still laying in the machine.
He looked around, it was his own room in Indore which wasn't there before. He saw a big mirror on the side and he got curious and tried to look at it from front side and saw his own reflection and got a huge surprised. He saw himself decked up in red chiffon saree and sensuous yet classy red blouse with make up, red bangles, big dangling earrings, he could feel anklets around his ankles as he walked and bangles made ringing sound.
Someone from far might mistake him for a woman with boycut hair, however with a closer look one can recognise his gender.
He still was mesmerized by his looks but was disappointed that he missed the experience of transformation and made a note to himself to feed that in system settings for next time. Hello was lost in thoughts just then he heard someone very close just behind him, his heartbeat almost stopped as he turned around. His mother was looking at him, abundantly clear that her son is crossdressing which would have triggered a very bad reaction, but strangely she could not process any negative emotion about it and was just awestruck as she said "Son, where did you get this blouse from, you really have a good taste. By the way, I'm going to kitty party in an hour, why don't you come along with me."
Just then his sister Maya in polo t-shirt and track pants reached there and started blabbering. "Mom, my college girls cricket team is here we need refreshment".
Mom replied "No beta I'm really busy right now, you have to manage."
"Don't worry I will help". I interjected.
"Wow bhayiya, you are so sweet and homely today, you should wear sarees everyday. Girls would love your look too!", said Maya.
"You girls don't wear dresses anymore and hardly help in kitchen, I don't mind stepping in. Mom you get ready I will serve them and join you for party later".
My mom said "Wonderful beta your future wife would love you".
I got relaxed with their responses and moved naturally into kitchen in ladylike fashion started preparing refreshments for team of strong sportswomen.
Subhash suddenly woke up as machine stopped virtual simulation. He felt wet in his crotch due to erection, though he had anticipated this and was prepared by wearing adult diaper. He went to restroom clean himself up then went home. He slept as soon as he hit bed and woke up next day with a headache, he still reached lab and met lab assistant and told her that he is not feeling well. Luckily he got 10 days personal vacation easily. He took the opportunity and went straight back home to Indore.
Subhash entered his home late at night unannounced only to witness a verbal fight, his mom was scolding his sister who just returned from a party. Mom shouted "Are you a slut, how can you wear this", my sister was wearing sleevless mini dress, she shouted back at mom "You are a dinasaur".
Subhash tried to talk to his sister, "Srishti! you know mom is old fashioned". She replied "Shut up, don't get involved in women's matter, get lost".
Subhash came back to his senses, as he could clearly see how unrealistic his machine dreams are, a minor adjustment of simply making characters open to cross dressing can dramatically alter their behaviour and world view. Mom was hardly fashionable and Sister is hardly sporting tomboy of dream, and both would consider it blasphemy if they see him in Saree
He knew he would have to get married to woman of their choice which would make his future stuck in same rut.
The entire week he kept himself busy in family related work and catching up with relatives. Subhash knew staying away from crossdressing thoughts would make his next session more enjoyable.
Week flew by and he was back in lab, ready to restart session. He gave it some thought this time while reviewing system settings, then he had his variables set as he started it and applied on his head and entered dream state within 10 minutes.
He found himself back in his bedroom in home town, dressed in lower and t-shirt with slightly trimmed looking body hairs in place, he glanced at new mirror is still in place like last time and saw his usual male self.
"When will you start getting, you know it will take you at least 5 hours!", it was my mom's voice, I turned around to see her standing door.
"You uncle has got a call from a friend in Bhopal about you. They know about your hobby and found perfect partner for you, an IPS officer", said Mom.
"Oh Mom why didn't you tell them I'm not gay, I should've kept this hobby a secret", I replied.
My mom laughed and said "Ya they know, that IPS officer is a she!".
Really! I thought in my mind. Then I asked mom. "Does she know about me? it might become an issue later on, and she is in police so could use law very against all of us you know!"
"It shouldn't be a problem, she saw your photo of last week's party when you were in that sleevless dress, I'm sure she would love to see you in lehenga in the wedding" mom replied.
I asked "What do you think she would prefer to wear in our wedding?".
My Mom said while grinning "Sherwani Possibly! I know what you are thinking, you'll end up being bahu of their family, which you'll love to be I'm sure. Now go to parlour, girls are ready to transform you again".
"Ok mom, but should I prepare lunch first and then go to parlour, her family might be interested in my cooking skill as well" I asked mom.
Mother said "Yes you're right, also wear saree and pallu on your head while serving food, she might like skin show but her parents are quite conservative".
I smiled "Don't worry mom, I got this".
Subhash Didi waxing at home then he started to prepared best possible dishes. He decided that he will make rotis fresh when guests arrive, then his sister took him to parlour. Hello enjoyed lovely skin treatment, then girls applied make up on him. Once he ready he started wearing clothes, he wore lingerie alone with panty and bra on top of breastform. Then he wore shapewear instead of petticoat, and a lovely pink blouse with stylish cuts, not too deep but titillating enough, he would cover it up with pallu in front of in-laws then take pallu of when he will be alone with her. Then came light pink saree with white flower pattern, followed by matching bangles jewellery, accessories and finally a long haired wig. Girls admired him and said, "You are looking perfect bhayiya bhabhi won't be able to keep her hands off you". Subhash felt shy and lowered his eyes. Then his sister rode him back where he kept both legs on side in pillion ride, be really was loving that experience.
Hello reached home and quickly started preparing rest of items as he heard sounds of guests coming in.
My mom started talking to them as my sister served refreshment, after some chit chat she announced it is time for lunch. Mom told them that Subhah has prepared and he will bring it now.
I prepared four thalis on trolley and covered my back head and bosom with saree pallu then rolled trolley to living room where guests were sitting.
I saw future mother in law, father in law and sister in law and I went ahead and bent to touch their feet and take blessings. After that I served them thalis and more dishes. They all likes lunch so much they ended up licking their fingers.
Mother in law "Food is so tasty son! You prepared everything yourself?". "He did it himself, he insisted that I will not help. By the way, where is Sunidhi?", my Mom interjected.
"She was still on duty but had promised to reach here, she must be on her way" Replied my mother in law.
Just then Subhash heard sound of bullet bike approaching, he looked out of window and saw a strongly built macho looking short haired woman holding helmet in hand walking towards the door.
Sunidhi sat with the guests, Subhash served her meal. She too enjoyed it very and appreciated, then family members hinted that they should give them privacy to talk. Both Subhash and Sunidhi moved to Subhash's room. As soon as they were alone Subhash let go of his pallu. His beautiful blouse cuts, bosom and braid were clearly visible now, Sunidhi stared at his body which made conscious, he lowered his eyes shyly whilst enjoying the attention with a coy smile.
He wanted to melt in her strong arms just then she started getting closer to him which him skip a beat.
"You are beautiful 😍" she said. "I love your cooking too, you'd make an excellent house husband".
Subhash was on cloud nine.
Sunidhi asked "do you have any hobbies?"
"I like to sing, would you like to hear something?", replied Subhash while adjusting his saree pallu to cover a bit of cleavage from her gaze.
She nodded.
Subhash started singing and old Hindi song "Aapki nazron ne samjha, pyaar ke kaabil mujhe".
Sunidhi placed her hands on Subhash's exposed waist, her fingers almost reaching the midriff and pulled him closer to her. They lip locked, it was love at first sight in an arranged marriage.
Machine fast forwarded to wedding day where he was getting ready in beauty parlour in very expensive lehenga.