Friendship Blossom

This is a story of myself ( fictional ). I’m Simran shah a secret crossdresser aged 32 residing in Mumbai. My body structure has no great feminine features, I’m oversized, chubby and have great body mass but trust me when I wear a saree this extra fats creates hotness and those curves which a typical housewife has. Readers don’t start imagining me and get those wild fantasies in your mind. I have been a secret crossdresser for a very long time, since my school days, was always fascinated with makeup, satin fabrics, colorful clothes. As a kid used to sneak moms saree and wear in my room and admire self, didn’t realize it why I was doing it or for what reason but just used to love it. Wearing bra and making fake boobs with tennis ball, playing with dupatta would bring small joy.

Back then the internet was not so big, but when I got hold of it I did my research and came to know there are many such guys / boys who share the same feeling like me. Never been inclined to men or had any feeling for them but just love the art to dress up, thou use to look ugly back then as had no proper dress nor proper skills.

I still Remember seeing a lady named Akriti as a male crossdresser and use to just admire her, would read such stories and make self-happy. Then came Orkut, made a few friends who were name sake and tried to open up with them and understand each other’s view point and from there my journey began but till date a secret crossdresser. Coming to the present, I still been a secret cross dresser and still don’t have my own wardrobe or make up kit and still rely on beg borrow steal. But in past few years I have come across a real female friend who not only help me rediscover my love but also helped me developed my love and brought me the confidence to bring out dark secret and enjoy it with her.
I’m working in a multinational company in their accounts department. Have my boring work life with dull office environment with people working almost more than 5-10 years older to me so there was of no young blood to chill around while at work except for Pooja who was part of the HR team and of my age. Being of same age made us connect easily inspite if being from different department. We used to hang out within office premises initially and talk during our coffee breaks. With Time we exchanged no official but on a personal touch.
We used to hang out even outside the office then and meet and chill. With her company I always felt feminine and would try showing my feminine side to her indirectly. Though I never told her till now about my crossdressing which I used to do at home secretly but would tend to behave in feminine way with her without giving much of hint. Over calls we used to call each other sakhis ( Saheli / Girl-friends), I would go out with her for her shopping give her all suggestion, she would also before buying our going out would seek my approval for choice of clothes , matching accessories. With all these activities it help me satisfy mu urge of being a women and having a companion of women. We would also discuss guys and gossip a lot. With time Pooja became my best friend and we use to hang out a lot together from parties to movies to shopping. People in the office thought we were a couple but we were actually sahelis and nothing beyond. Pooja was originally from Bangalore and staying in Mumbai as PG with another girl named Shreya. Being close with Pooja I also be-friended Shreya and soon we two became a trio group and our WhatsApp group was also named “Saheli”. They would tease me in all feminine ways and while shopping would take me to girl section and ask sale girl to show dresses for me, would ask salesgirl to try make up on me before buying, they would place earrings on me to check how it look. For them it was teasing, and I showed like I am embarrassed but deep inside I was enjoying all of it. This continued with time and it became normal as if we were three girlfriends. They also never sensed anything wrong nor doubted and I kept getting close to them coz in a way I was enjoying my feminine hood through them. For me femineity was not just dressing but also enjoying all the activities and process and lifestyle a women goes through.

While hanging out one day at Pooja Place, we three Saheli’s decided to go out on a short trip to Goa as there was a long weekend and also to celebrate our friendship and we instantly agreed to it. My parents were also all ok as I was going with group of girls and had no problem. So before heading we again went for a round of pre – holiday trip and during one such shopping activity we decided to buy something similar so we could match up like twining’s and take pics on beach. The girls found a cute white sheer shirt dress for them and now they insisted I also to take the same, which is hesitant but in mind I love that dress and was waiting for it wear. They told me I can wear is as a shirt inside a t-shirt and wear a jean along with it and forced me to but the same. The Girls were excited with this purchase which left me embarrassed in front of them but overjoyed my heart. It was my first ever female item of self as until now I had always stole moms cloths and wore. Now the girls went to lingerie section to get some new sets for their trip. They made me touch the Bras and panties and asked my suggestion for colors and design. The girls were ok and we have such a level of friendship where in we could share such things and felt no awkwardness. While handing over a set to me for choice, Pooja noticed the sparkle in my eyes and way is looking and feeling at those bra and panties and she bursted out and asked if I also want a pair of these to match with the white dress and laughed out. I wish I could just say YES. They selected their items and asked me to pay the bill while they were still looking in different section, it was the most weirdest idea to pay bill for lingerie as a male but for a crossdresser it was one of the best experience to have. We moved from stores to stores and had our hand full of shopping bags and for me they selected most unisex clothes with funkiest to feminine shades and didn’t let me but from proper men section. I was not given an option to choose but just had to try and follow their orders, but I loved what they bought and was already looking forward to our trip and wear them. They also bought earrings and necklace, bracelet for me which were unisex and bought purses for me as well. They showed me on insta how fashion influencer men also carries such item these days and it would look cool on me. I was on cloud 9 as I always dreamt of such things in my closet. 2 days prior to our trip, Pooja had booked a parlor booking for her and Shreya and asked me to accompany them, as it was a holiday I went along with to give them company. When they reached the parlor they came to know of some offer which said on booking of 2 full package treatment, they get 1 free which can be used within next 1 month. SO the girls looked at me and said why wait for 1 month instead bounced on me to get it done and it said its very common for male also to pamper themselves. The treatment included facial, manicure, pedicure, waxing, eyebrows, blow dry and nail art. I agreed for facial, meni / pedicure but not for eyebrows waxing and nail art. The Girls then said they could apply nude shade nail paint which would match my skin tone and not be visible as they didn’t wanted the package to get waste and also convivence me to get my chest hair wax as it would look good while going for swim on beach in Goa, which I also agreed to and having very less hair I thght it also wouldn’t be too painful. The girls got super excited once I agreed to them and I was also overjoyed on having my first ever parlor treatment. As it was unisex parlor the parlor girl first made me remove my facial hair which I had less growth but had never kept it clean in longest of time. We all three were chit chatting and having a relaxed time while parlor girls did their magic. When nail art was being done on two girls, my suggestion was equally taken and even parlor girls were shocked seeing my interest and choice in it. While getting my self waxed I literally had tears and screamed at times which made other girls laugh but once I felt my soft skin I just loved it. I also had not done my haircut in very long time for reason obvious and it was till shoulder length and parlor girl unknowingly blow dried my hair and it had all curls. When I got up I was in all shock and girls were having a great laugh. I pretended as I was angry but I loved the look, the parlor girl realized her mistake and gave me a rubber band and made a cute new unisex hairstyle so I could go out. My skin was glowing and nails were shining and girls were happy with their result and moreover happy tht I used their free package. While leaving parlor owner apologized and said u three and indeed girl friends and blessed our friendship and as a token of gesture said for our next visit also the same offer stands to which we were excited and thankful. We reached respective home and decided to pack bags and next night I would spent my night at girls place as their house was closer to the airport. When I came back home, my mom was also in shock seeing me glowing , having my hair blow dried and nail paint and I explained to her and she also laughed at me but said u look cute. I showed her my shopping bags to which she was even more shocked and she checked with me whats wrong with my style as I had earlier never worn such clothes, but I told them the girls have shopped for me and she had a naughty smile on her face which surprised me. While packing I though this is my best chance to bring out my feminine side to girls, they Neways treat me and tease me like one and we have no secrets plus with this new shopping and parlor experience it would be even more convincing. With these thought I slept and hoping to get courage to come out to then I woke up a bit tensed a bit confused and a bit determined.

Morning woke up with lot of questioning mind but also excited for trip and nervous about my coming out to my Sakhis. The day went in restlessness and even mom figured out the same and kept asking me if I was ok and all I could do was to give her a hug and stay silent. In my heart I wish I could spell out my secret to mom and she could understand and accept me for who I am. We would then share a beautiful mother – daughter bond. But it was all but dreams. I finished by leftover packaging and bid bye to mom and left for Pooja’s place. While on my way to her place I kept motivating self and in my mind prepared my speech and way I would disclose it to them and was also worried what if they took in wrong way and our trip and friendship gets spoiled.

All of these thoughts also gave me cold feet but knowing them and the bond we share I was hopefully they would be kind and accepting. I entered their home with ray of hope and excitement. We chatted for a while and girls were still give finishing touch to their packaging, last minute girly things. Suddenly Shreya said something which just blew my mind, she said Girls lets dress our best, flaunt our curvy bodies and enjoy this Girls trip and I was like she was referring me also as girl. In past also they hav addressed me as sakhi but never a girl. I tried to interrupt and said excuse me, even I’m there with you to which pooja said ohh common you r no less, and u better be comfortable as we our now going to share one hotel room only for our trip. This made by heart beat even faster and I thought this is the time, Its now or never. I excused myself went to washroom washed my face and got much needed courage for self to come out to my sakhis. I came out and girls were still busy with their stuff, I asked them to stop and sit down as I needed something important to talk about. Girls got curious, confused and sacred. Shreya started saying sorry for addressing me as a girl as they thought I may have felt wrong over it.

Pooja said r u not cancelling at last moment na. I said its something else and very personal but I need to confess and ask them to hear me out with all patience and not judge me and give or express only after I have finished. Sensing the gravity of situation and seriousness both sat down held my hands and waited for me to speak. I first showed them my old dressing pics and asked them to identify the picture. My old dressing pics had me wearing sarees but without face. They couldn’t figure out who she was, they asked was it my ex- gf and why there is no face. I then started, “ Its ME”. Both were shocked as fuck hearing this and asked me to show the pics again, they couldn’t digest the fact tht girl in the pic was actually me, a men dressed in saree. Shreya thought it was some kind of joke and said pls stop all this joke and lets get back to finish our packaging. I said I’m serious and its me, I’m a secret cross dresser. They blurted out what is a crossdresser and why did I dressed up as girl. I explained it to them a difference between a cd and trans.

I said IAM CROSSDRESSER (CD),there are considerable differences among a CD (CROSSDRESSER) and a TG. please be aware of that. A CD is always a part time dresser ( dressing for few hours) and always be androgynous in nature - means they like both being male and female . CDs always prefer to have a female partner never gets along with male and they even prefer to get accepted by females only. Most of them masturbate after getting dressed once its over they will remove the clothes they wear ( strange but is a fact).A TG is always a full time dresser and like to be purely treated as a female and moreover gets attracted to male - minimum deviations is there. they use hormones and get a SRS done on them and will live a woman life. A CD never comes out of closet , even if they come if will be for a limited period of time. The CD feelings changes as the individual tends to attain more age. a CD in the age of 10 to 20 will tend to get more attracted to dresses and wish to dress on a daily basis whenever they are alone. once they cross 30 ,it will become a hobby ,they dress once in two or three months. once they cross 45 ,it will be more or less no dressing.

They patiently listened to this and understood the thing. With teary eyes I confessed how since school days I was inclined to feminine things and clothes and how I would imagine myself and dress up secretly. I expressed to them I’m very much a straight guy and not a gay and I’m only attracted to feminine things and wish to be accepted with this dual personality. Pooja and Shreya were still in state of shock. I told them be – friending them was the best phase of my life and unknowingly have enjoyed the company of female and process of being a female with them. With tears and heavy on emotions I could barely speak properly to this pooja came towards me and just hug me and asked me to wipe my tears and asked me to stay calm and be relaxed. Shreya also joined the group hug and brought me water to drink. I said I’m sorry for hiding this fact from you, but was very scared to come out as reaction could be worse and was afraid to lose them as friends which I cant bear. They said its hard for them to digest these facts and terms and for them its completely a new world but they were instantly supportive and said, if this makes u Happy we are happy for you. We are friends and shall remain friends even if you r being dressed in a male attire or a female attire. Dressing cant change our bond and affection we share. They tried to consol me and kept giving me hugs. I was all but in sorry state. I said your words means a lot to me and I’m ok even if you guys feel we shouldn’t be friends any longer and can cancel our trip as well but just requested them that pls don’t speak anything about this to any third person as my reputation would get damaged and all may not consider it in a good way. Hearing this Pooja gave me a slap. This slap just stopped my tears and brough me back to senses, she said you are my friend / sakhi and I just don’t say it but mean it as well. Your dressing doesn’t define our friendship, yes what you said would take some time to digest but that doesn’t mean we are breaking friendship or cancelling our trip. You are and will be my Sakhi Forever and with this she even gave me a tight hug and kiss on my cheeks and said in my ears, you are my darling girl and shall always be. This brought smile on my face. Shreya being Shreya said enough of you two, didn’t I said in start, “ Girls Lets rock this trip” and we all burst in laugh and me with still teary eyes. Shreya also hugged me and said in my ears, welcome to this side of Feminine World you gorgeous Beauty. Pooja then said enough of this drama and stuff, we are going to trip as planned but with only change would be, we now have a third women also accompanying us to the trip and I was like now who else is joining and what another last minute surprise, to which Shreya said, stupid its YOU. I was all but blushing and seeing me Pooja said, “Dekho toh sahi iss ladki ko kitne sharmili hai and we all had a good laugh. Suddenly Shreya said ohh shit we have to now redo packaging, and we were like now what happened, she said our new girl would need some new dresses na. I said no, as I’m a secret dresser and I’m not comfortable in coming out dressed in public. They understood that but Shreya said, lemme still pack some thing for you, we shall see our Girl at least within our room. Pooja was then wait but now we need to call her in a girly manner and this male name doesn’t suit. I said yes you all can but only when we there are alone not in public. They asked me for a name to which I replied, I have kept me female name as Simran. Both Pooja and Shreya loved it and said wow such a nice name and from now we are calling you simmi which I lovingly accepted. I excused myself and again went to washroom and cried my heart out and was also thankful to have such beautiful friends in life and wish all my cd sister get such supportive female companion in their life with whom they can be their real self. I came out and both girls just finished their packaging and it was about late night now and we decided to rest. We had a group hug, set our alarm for early morning, decided our airport look and hit to bed. While sleeping they asked more about this and what I like and dislike and with all curiosity and open mind listen to me. I expressed myself fully and even made them hear my story from start and my Wishlist. They were all so excited hearing me and said Simmi you worry not babes, we girls would fulfil all your wish and we three girls are going to be Sakhis for life and this cute little secret of yours shall go with us in grave. I thanked them and expressed my happiness for their support and said I love my girl and they are the best to which both unanimously said our Simmi is the best girl and we love her. With this we slept with eagerness and excitement for our trip to start tomorrow.

I couldn’t catch up upon sleep directly, was relief that my secret is out and its well dark kept with my bestie but was yet anxious and restless and was still in deep thoughts and even shed few tears of joy. Pooja while turning around in her sleep, saw me restless and in watery eyes she came close to me gave me a tight hug and said Simmi its all ok, I’m not gonna judge you for what u like and who u r, for me you are a friend and always will be. And sternly said pls sleep now its already too late and we need to wake up early and tease me girls with dark circle don’t look nice so sleep, smiling we went off to sleep and was at peace after a very long time.

I woke up to screaming sound of Shreya, “ Wake up u lazy Girl, don’t you know how much time we girls will take to get ready and we have a flight to catch, wake up fast now” Hearing her I woke up and soon both girls again gave me a group hug and said “ welcome to a new day and new beginning”. Quickly we all started getting ready, I moved out of the room with my bag to get ready, Pooja and Shreya both stopped me and said oh common Simmi we all r girls only here, u don’t need to be shy in front of us. I was again full red and had my face down. Post shower I quickly changed and Pooja said y r u wearing this boring male clothes , I gave her a cunning smile and said, girls, I’m the girl only when with you and not too outside at least for now. Hearing this Shreya was like ahhh at least, “ madam ko jaldi hai badi”. They said yaa ok whatever and again got busy with self. I was ready as being a male it hardly takes much time,

I just had to manage but long hair which I blow dried a bit and gave a look like john in dhoom movie. Shreya got ready and asked me to come sit on chair and said she do some make up on me which I reluctantly agreed. She promised it would be nude and minimalistic make up. She first applied foundation then powder and then blush only matching to my skin tone and if seen from far it was not at all visible. Then she applied a nude shade lipstick, gave me a bracelet and chain to wear and handed me a bag to carry. She then adjusted my hair a bit and gave me ladies perfume to apply, she then checked me in mirror and once she was satisfied she declared I was now ready for the girls trip. I opened my eyes and was shocked as I was feeling good with make up but it was not so evidently visible and I was like why I never did this earlier. We were now waiting for Pooja so we could leave, I asked her how much more time, to which she replied, nayi nayi ladki hoo tum, kuch waqt rukh jao phir tum bhi ye question kabhi nahi puchogi, we laughed and I said im booking cab u get done quickly. 15 mins later cab arrived and we all left for airport and to start our very first sakhi trip.
We had our seats together and we clicked selfies while on flight, also made plans for places to visit, poses to click pics make reels and laughed out hearts and landed at Goa. We collected our luggage and had pre booked taxi from our hotel who was waiting for us outside. While moving around girls would check on guys and also ask me to check them out, I would shy and ask them to stop teasing me. We then got into the cab and made our way to the hotel. We had Booked a hotel room to be shared by us with a pvt pool overlooking the beach. We had a welcome with flowers and juice and the hotel guy escorted us to the room. We are jaw dropped with our room , its beauty and the view surroundings. We kept our bags and just randomly hugged each other and just too excited for our journey for next few days. We decided to rest for a while as it was Neways too hot outside and plus were bit sleepy, so we planned to refresh call for room service and then sleep for a while and then head out by evening. Turn by turn Pooja and then Shreya used the washroom and got refreshed and changed their clothes in front of me as if I was just another girl amongst them. I first tried to turn around and not notice but then pooja scolded me and said such shying away and behavior would only create more weirdness. I also thght they were correct as it’s a big thing for them than for me. Looking at them changing clothes I was just gazing their beauty and colorful lacy lingerie they wore. Me looking at them was never with bad intention but I was just amazed by the choice of clothes. Shreya notice me gazing at them and I just turned away my face in embarrassment. To which she suddenly handed me a pair of lingerie and a satin nighty to wear. I was shocked but was happy to have it and excited to wear it. She said common now don’t waste time, we are all girls and in our room, u can be ur self and without any tension. I took those items and went in bathroom and trust me when I say it felt as if I was flying fly and not in senses. The feel of lingerie and satin nighty in hand was just making me lose my senses and driving crazy. I kept feeling them in hands and enjoying the soft touch. I didn’t knw for how long I kept doing, and then pooja kept knocking and said “ OO behen subah toh muje bol rahi thik itna time to get ready, abb kya hua. Btw need any help to wear the bra”. I then came back to senses and said no, il just be out in few min and and il manage myself. I then quickly wore the black lacy bra and while slipping those lacy netted panty it gave me a hardon and even my nipples were erect, then came the lilac short satin nighty. Looking myself in mirror I felt cute and my manhood stood up and I it was all out. I thght I need to calm him down else would be a major embarrassment in front of girls, I jerked it off and relax my manhood and washed myself , adjusted my long hair with side partition like a girl and came out hesitantly as it was my first time ever in girl clothes in front of real women.

Seeing me in tht nighty the girls whistle and praise me and said u look sexy and there are no trace of man in you. Pooja said a little make up and you’ll do wonders, we again had a group hug and only got out when the door bell rang, it must be the room service guy with our food. And now I had cold feet and was shaking, I felt like running back to the bathroom. Both girls calm me down and said relax there nothing to worry and babes you will pass out as a girl only. Pooja opened the door and the room service guy came in, I was all sweating and stayed shocked as it was my first time ever in front of some random person and tht too a male. He passed by me and I was into heavy breathing and couldn’t move or utter a word, the guy then said referring to me “Madam where should I keep this” I was still in disbelief and in shock couldn’t utter, was literally sweating. Shreya then guided her he kept our food and went away. Only after the door was closed I felt relaxed. Pooja comforted me and said relax and to ease Shreya came and said, did you noticed he referred to you as madam and he had no doubts, so that means our girl has passed in her appearance in front of a random guy and now she is a women, to which even I was shocked and was like ohh yess, and I said, “ This was just nighty and it did wonders what will happen when I would wear those sexy dresses” even I didn’t realized what I said but girl caught me off guard and said, looks like some one is just eager to go out as a girl. All I could was to my bow my heads down and be shy and embarrassed. We quickly ate our lunch and rest for a while before we could hit off to roads and explore the place and enjoy our vacation.

After an hour or so we woke up and had decided to go to Purple Matrini a beach side café for sunset. The girls started getting ready in their short dresses and with all make up, hair curls and stuff. I opened my bag and took out my male short and shirt to which the girls objected and said, “ Look no one knows you here and you have already passed out as girl to room service guy so there is no harm in continuing as girl and we are there with you, so for now next 3 days u r only Simran.” Those words hit me hard and I was like no no I cant, what if… but their reasoning as hard and I couldn’t defend myself and had to agree. As my body was already waxed thanks to the parlour session we had, there was no trouble in wearing short clothes. I said lets go easy on me and I hav never handled my self as girl in public to which they also agreed and gave me a short and tank top as my Day 1 attire. Shreya was almost of my size and she was gracious enough to share her clothes with me which meant less option for her, but as know girls never pack just one oufit for 1 days so Shreya said chill I almost have my wardrobe with me to enjoy and don’t hesitant even for sharing her lingerie. The Shorts was baby pink in colour and crop top was white in shade. She also handed me a pair of regular black panty and padded black bra. Girls asked if I needed help to get ready, to which I said I shall manage just help me with make up. I excused myself again to washroom for changing but was stopped and again got reminded of we all being girls. I was shy and now naked in front of girls but they were least bothered and very casual. I wore the panty and bra and again my manhood turned up. I was now embarrassed and I thought I need to keep this in check or would be an issue everytime. Pooja and Shreya both noticed and laughed and said tell ur Chhota he is no use and be calm and laughed off. I then asked for a sanitary napkin and said let me pls use the washroom. I then tuckled and folded my manhood and covered with a pad to give a vaginal shape and wore a panty over it and came out, They saw me relaxed and were like woow, you seem to be a pro at this. I said I have to, I am a girl and they ought to look pretty and hav no trace of this and being dressing in secret for years now. I then wore the short and top and did my hair a bit and was now made to sit on the chair and by now Pooja was ready so she did my make up. First came the moisturizer, then the primer followed by liquid foundation and the conclear, foundation powder and then came the blush. I was all sitting and enjoy the process while pooja and Shreya worked their magic on me. I was happy kid from inside and my happiness was beyond words. Then Pooja asked for lipstick shade and I was like im use muse, u r to work ur magic on me, she then applied light baby pink lipstick and matched the same with pink kajal and pink eye shadow. They then gave me a girl hair look. As my ears were already pierced, Shreya gave me a pair of diamond studded earnings to complete my look. All this while I was not allowed to look into the mirror, they finally made me stand again the mirror and I was shocked looking at my transformation. Never in my wildest dreams I had imagined myself in this look and was just stunned looking at my own beauty. There was a nice young girl standing in front of me with no traces of male. Pooja and Shreya both said I look hot but still pooja felt something was incomplete, which I could not figure out, she then brought pair of socks and filled my bra cups and adjusted my fake boobs and used some make up to give a nice cleavage look and then said now u r even more hotter, which we all agreed too. Shreya hand handed me a bag and said it contains a napkin, a pad, lipstick and said these are girls best friend. They then again started doing their finishing touch up and I was just admiring myself in the mirror. I was given flats as it was my day 1 and we were now ready to move out but not before a selfie and this was our first group selfie as all girls. I asked her to not upload any such pics on social media with me dressed as girls as ppl in office or common friends knew we 3 have gone to goa and don’t want to create unnecessary situation with a 3 girl pic, they agreed and said dw, simmi is only and only exclusive for us. As we all 3 were casual drinkers and didn’t wanted to risk on driving we had pre booked our car for our entire trip. We walked down our hotel lobby and I was asked to be all calm and be all brave, but deep inside was shit scared. As we walked out I notice stares being glared at me and I was also enjoying the attention. The Cab driver greeted us and referred to me as madam which I enjoyed the most. I chose the back sit to seat as was not sure or comfortable sitting in front being my first day as a girl in public. We zoomed past to our adventures and journey of sakhis and my journey of enjoying my femininity and coming out of shelf.

While on route which was about half an hour from our hotel we gossiped and I tried to speak in softest voice so that I was passable as girl. Girls noticed my behavior which was just like a normal girl and said that switch u made is so flawless and effortless as if its not the first time to which I said its years of secretive hardwork. We got down from the cab, I did a quick check of my hair and make up from my phone camera which again surprised he girl, too which I said what, isn’t it normal and we all laughed. We walked to the café and as had already pre booked our table we got a nice table for 3 near the beach deck to enjoy the uninterrupted sunset view. We got lost in the beauty of the view and clicked pics and ordered some cocktails for us. We then asked waiter to click some nice group pics and I then clicked sole pics where girls made me pose in most feminine ways. I enjoyed the process and was also struggling with my open hair with the wind flowing. As the music started playing we danced and soon the whole club was full. The girls were legit hunting for hot guys and checking them out and would ask me also to check them out. Few guys were legit hot and had great built but as I didn’t had any interest I just nodded to their talks. I now wanted to pee very badly and requested one of them to accompany me as it was my first time and I didn’t wanted to feel awkward. Shreya accompanied me and I did my bit and came out and then we had the mandatory washroom selfie. As we were about to go out, a pretty girl just walked in and I could just not take my eyes off her and I was checking her out from all angles which I guess surely must have made her uncomfortable. Shreya notice this and made be excuse myself, I then approached the girl in my softest voice and complimented the girl for the dress she wore and exchange pleasantry, the girl was sweet enough to acknowledge the same and just gave a smile and we walked out. Shreya then narrated the incident to Pooja and she was like be easy Simmi, to which I replied, who was checking boys out the same way a while ago and now you are talking to me. While we were still there, Shreya notice that girl was also with one of her female friend and she just waived her hi.

After a while she notice she coming near our table and she patted me and were gossiping like she’s coming here and asked me to be normal. She came to our table and started talking to me and I was legit cold feet as I was not hoping she would come and talk to me. For me I was just lost in her beauty and she then asked me to click few pics of her and her friend to which I accepted and clicked few pics, these two girls clicked pics as if they were a couple and posed in so many ways. I was happy to click them and enjoy the beauty of her from her lenses. As she was looking at the pics I clicked she complimented my effort and thanked me as pics did came out really nice for her. She then just hugged me and gave a kiss on my cheeks, I was on cloud 9 and just stand still, never expected this moment. Pooja and Shreya were also shocked seeing this. The girl then said ops im sorry and I said no no ols don’t be and then we introduced ourselves. She introduced herself as Karishma and her friend Neha, she said even they were from Bombay and were college friends and have come down to goa as her other 2 friends cancelled last minute and today was their last day here. I made them introduced to Pooja and Shreya and said we are office colleagues and told her you were actually kudrat ka Karishma, to which both Pooja and Shreya coughed as if I was flirting wih her and I hav forgotten im a girl. I just changed the topic and she said she was happy to find us as she thght just the two of them got bore and if we don’t mind could they join us. We happy obliged and said y not. Pooja and Shreya both notice how fond I had become of Karishma and was trying hard to flirt with her. Then Pooja whispered in my ears and asked me to go easy and not to forget for now im a girl. We then exchanged no and said we shall catch up again as they were about to leave and asked us for our plan for tonight. We said we have not yet decided and shall keep us posted or would plan something together. We then clicked a group pics before we hugged and departed. As they left, both Pooja and Shreya kept teasing me about her. After a while we also got back in our cabs for hotel to freshen up and again go out for night for some clubbing.

As we were in cab, Karishma texted me and said, we are going Hammers tonight and if ull wish do come along, shall be there by 10:30 and its free entry for girls. I informed Pooja and Shreya about this and even they agreed. I confirmed our joining to Karishma, to which she texted back, cant wait to see you hotiee with red heart. I was just blushing and couldn’t figure what was happening to me and just replied back with red heart. Pooja and Shreya kept teasing me through out then. Both Pooja and Shreya also complimented me on how well I carried myself as girl and gave me more confidence. We reached hotel and it was just around 8 pm and hammers club was around 15 mins away. So decided just to remove our make up and relax for a while and start getting ready by 9ish. Girls were then deciding their outfit and then Shreya came with short mini black dress for me which had a deep neck which would surely expose my cleavage and said you should dress the best to impress Karishma. I said as a girl even if I impress her it wont be good enough to which pooja said what if she liked a girl, to which I replied if & buts are there but would be uncomfortable for me to wear such dress. Shreya informed no arguments you are wearing this and il make you ready for Karishma tonite, which made me blush. Randomly I just again hugged both girls, shed few tears and thanked them for making this day the most memorable for me, they said it wouldn’t had been possible if your urself were confident. SO no rona dhona and just enjoy these moments and lets have a blast. The Girls then decided to do my make up first and then asked me to change the clothes. Shreya again had the task of applying make up, but since we are going to the club this time make up was bit more loud and meanwhile Pooja applied nail paint to my fingers and toes and I was like a princess enjoying this treatment. Once it was done Shreya handed me a strapless bra and said you need this now for the dress u r to wear. I then again changed the pad I wore in morning, tucked my manhood, which by now was used to my feminity and didn’t bother much. I wore the dress and I had to pull it down as it was way too short but when I looked myself in the mirror I was looking very hot. Pooja then added some more stuff to my bra to gave it more slutty and sexy look and gave a nice shape to my clevage. I then wore some jewells as the girls were getting ready and also practiced walking in heels. Girls saw tht and said u r just too fast. I also texted Karishma and checked with her as to when they would be reaching. To my surprise Karishma texted me back saying, getting ready for u babe and seeing you soon. I just couldn’t understand how to revert and how to react and justed texted her back “ See You Soon Babes” I kept looking into the mirror and kept admiring myself and even pinched myself to see I was not day dreaming and was for real this was happening. The years of being secret and dressing in closed doors to now coming out to my friends, getting dressed in public. Both girls were ready and it was almost 10:15 by now, I asked girl to hurry up and quick came reply from both, some one is eager to meet Karishma, which I was but also afraid what if she comes to know about my identity, things could turn worse. But for now we were in high spirits and dressed our best. Pooja and Shreya and me wore almost similar black mini dress and were ready slay together.

As we were going down towards the car, the stare of me just didn’t stopped and I as if unaware enjoyed the attention. We got into our cab and reached the place in another 20 odd minutes. As we reached the bouncer opened the car and welcome us and Karishma spotted me from far and came running towards me and just hugged me and even gave a little lip kisss. I was lost again and greeted her not to know how to reply back I gave gave her a womanly hug. She they showered per praises on me and complimented on how hot and gorgeous I looked which I also reverted back to her as she also looked absolutely looked stunning in a silver sequence dress which was offshoulder and short in length. She was a fairy straight out of my dreams and I couldn’t take my eyes off her. We 5 girls greeted each other and were about to go inside and then a bunch of 3 boys approached us. As it was a free entry for girls / couples and they were stags. They said if they could help us get the entry they would treat us with a round of alcohol shots. Those guys look decent and Pooja & Shreya were also checking them out so we kinda agreed and got entry together. They thanked us and directly took us to the bar and we all had our round of Jager shots. The music was loud and crowd was massive and it was difficult to listen to each other.

Neha , Shreya and Pooja started talking with those 3 boys and Karishma dragged me to the dance floor. I also enjoying dancing but this time it was different as I was in heels and a short dress so was adjusting self and balancing myself. Karishma then pulled me closer to her and said something to my ears which not just made me blushed but also left me shocked. “ she said I look soo hot and she has never seen a prettier girl than me. It was during evening time while I was flirting with her and now tables have turned and she is flirting with me. I was just thanking her and she again started pulling me towards her and our boobs could now touch each other and we were dancing that close to each other. While the girls were enjoying with the boys there me and Karishma were dancing our heart out. Karishma would occasionally pull me towards her and feel my body which were unexpected and gave me sheer. I would love to get tht treatment from her but a girl I was confused and shocked and didn’t knew how to react so just enjoyed it but didn’t reacted. From far off I could see pooja, Shreya and neha getting comfortable with those boys but as a protective friend I was just worried for them. As it was getting darker with disco lights and music getting louder Karishma all of sudden just pulled me towards her, grabbed me by both hands and help me soo tight that had my boobs been real they would have popped out and then started kissing me on my lips, for a while I just couldn’t react but then it just hit me and I also responded back and started kissing her passionately. We both were kissing each other for a good 5 minutes and lost in ourselves. Trust me this was my best moment but I was just feeling sorry for not being my true self. Soon the other girls and boys also joined us and we separated from each other and then excused ourself to use the washroom. Seeing no one inside Karishma again hugged me and started kissing me and all I could do was moaning and getting the feel of my femineity and enjoying being loved. This continued for a while and then we were just into each other that we didn’t realise other girls had also come insider and were giving us a stare but we were least bother. Once we were done we adjusted our dress, hair and did a re touch up of our make up.
We didn’t realise we were there inside for good 20 odd minutes that pooja had to come inside to check if everything was ok. Karishma just excused her self and came out. I then held pooja’s hand and told her everything. She sounded supper excited and even hugged me and said woow and was happy for me. But I was now feeling the guilt from inside from hiding her my truth. Pooja told me to relax and enjoy the night for the while and let see how thing goes and you may then come out to her, lets enjoy for now and not waste a moment. I agreed to her idea and we went out. It was almost late night now and it was around 1 pm by now. Karishma and Neha said they ought to leave now as they have a early morning fight to catch, I was sad now to see her go. Before leaving Karishma held me tight and said in my ears that she loves me and would like to meet me back once im in Mumbai. I said I too wanna meet her and talk as I have something important to share and we again kissed each other and bid bye and thanked her for the most wonderful night. As they left I was a bid said as I enjoyed the moment with her but now didn’t wanted to spoil my time with my friends as well, so we 3 girls also danced our heart out and click endless selfies and pics. Pooja and Shreya also left those guys and when they asked for their no they didn’t gave them as said, we are on a girls trip and no boys allowed further, if paths cross we shall met. This melted my heart and I was so proud and happy to be friends with them. With this we called it a night and got into cabs and reached our hotel. This was indeed the most memorable day of my life and as a girl. I just kept hugging kissing and thanking my girls and with that we changed removed our make up and slept.

I had the most peaceful sleep in longest time and the most beautiful day which went the previous day, I woke up with smile on my face and with all the happiness I could have. I adjusted my nighty and went to washroom to get fresh, after all the last day madness my manhood had to come out strong and the hornyness kicked it. The love I got from Karishma all came quickly out from my manhood and it was only after that I felt relaxed. I then came out having my hair tied like a bun and saw pooja and Shreya were also awake by now, gave them a hug and kiss like a normal girl and greeted morning to them. As we were too lazy to get ready and change, we decided to go in our night suit for breakfast as we felt hungry also, I saw my self in mirror and felt I would need to change and have some make up magic to pass as girl for breakfast. Shreya realised this and handed me her pink satin pant / shirt night dress and I tied my hair in bun, used just a padded bra and no stuffing did a light nude touch up and we three girls were off.

After having our break fast girls decided to hit the pool which was nice infinity pool overlooking the beach and we had a private one in our room and I liked the idea so we quickly got back into our room. Since the time we have come to goa I have not opened by bag and pooja said u don’t even need not and I couldn’t thanked Shreya for coming to my rescue and sharing her clothes. She gave me her bikini to change and we three girls were looking hot as fuck. We applied sunscreen and clicked selfies. My manhood again started getting naughty to which Shreya came close to me and touched it and made him relaxed, this did made me a bit uncomfortable but Shreya said, she didn’t want her bikini to get spoiled and there no other option also with her. As it was a pvt pool I also didn’t cared much and we three got our music on and pour our glasses of champagne and got into the pool. We clicked pics and I narrated the entire episode to Shreya which happened yesterday between me and Karishma. She also noded If I wanted to take it to next level should inform her everything before things get out of hand. I said yes but for now its no Karishma and only sakhis and we 3 girls ought to enjoy and have the blast. I clicked my solo pics in bikini and pose like all my imagination pose I had in my mind for years. As the sun approached to hard on us we decided to come out of pool before we get too tanned and decided to hot the shower all together. While Pooja and Shreya were ok to this naughty idea I was bit hesitant and was also surprised at thought of such idea from Pooja. She said its all chill and its just so tht no one is left to wait for washroom to get free till other remain wet. We all hit the bathroom and it was the first time I was watching a girl naked taking shower and was just mesmerized by the size of their boobs and just bursted out I wish I could have them for real the girls even didn’t mine gazing their assets as they knew it was not with a bad intention and then pooja said dw babe one day ul have them of ur own and I just said kassssh. We helped each other clean ourselves and came out of shower and we had decided to go out for a casual stroll walk by around, shop and eat local. So it was decided to dress up chick and casual.

Pooja & Shreya both decided to wear a short skirt and top and Shreya asked she has one extra so even I could hope one of it. I agreed to it and I asked them today il get all by my self without help. I took a white set of lingerie, a dark green skirt and a light green top. Took the pad and hide my manhood wore the panty and bra, lightly stuffed it with socks. Then came the skirt it was bit tight around the waist and I struggled to fit in and finally got in, wore the shirt and style it one side in and other side out, rolled the sleeves, wore a pearl necklace and earning.

Then let my hair loose and wore a cute white hair band over it. Then sat for getting my make up done. Applied the moisturizer, then the primer followed by liquid foundation and the conclear, foundation powder and then came the blush baby pink one. Then applied nude shade lipstick. Now was the most difficult task for me the kajal. I struggle and it didn’t came out as perfect as I would want but still good enough in first attempt and Then applied the eye shadow and completed my look. Took the white flat and white bag of Pooja and dumped my lipstick, napkin, pad and blush and also white sunglasses of Pooja and checked myself in mirror. I was supper proud of how I dressed myself. Seeing me girls praise of how beautiful I turned into and how well I managed to get dressed and did my own make up. Pooja did a kala tikka on me and Shreya was like I never knew you could turn yourself this beautiful. The girls also looked nice in their outfit. We stepped out of the hotel and decided to walk. We passed by few shops and shopped few home décor items and we as passed I notice a nice dress on the mannequin and my eyes were set on it. It was nice yellow cut out dress of knee length and nice deep neck just to show ur cleavage. Pooja also found it nice and we decided to try it out. Shreya was in other shop and we asked her to join us here. As I went to try the outfit pooja was busy looking around for more. WIh the size a not bit proper I struggled to wear it and was in semi nude shape and my phone was also with pooja and she was no where near by. I hesitant called the sale girl and asked if she could help. I had no option but to seek her help.

She came In and helped me removed the dress out and I was left only in my bra and panty and was just hoping my manhood doesn’t kick in. I quickly gather my top and covered myself. The sales girl said relax mam il get u a bigger size. She went out and this got noticed by pooja and she had some naughty thoughts in her mind and I shouted at her for not being around and told her the episode, she felt sorry for leaving me alone. The girl came with dress and I absolutely loved myself in tht. Even the sale girl complimented on my look which was agreed by pooja. I decided to buy it and before changing took a selfie and shared with Shreya for her opinion and by mistake it went to Karishma which I realized only later. SO, this dress happened my first ever fem purchased and my happiness had no bounds. WE paid and came out and I informed pooja that I would need some lingerie for self as cant keep wearing Shreyas. We searched and came across a shop and started looking for Bras and Panties. Sale girls asked me for which size and type I was looking for, clueless standing there I seeked help of Pooja who understood my position and said need size 38D and need push up bra lacy ones, regular ones, strapless and sports. Though I was aware of such terms but got lost in the world of bra, the sales girl was sweet enough when we asked her if we could try one of it as I excused with my change in size. I went to the trail room and wore the bra and it fitted me well, Sale girl from outside asked if the size was proper or need a change to which I said its fine. We bought around 7 sets of bra’s and panties of various colors and size. I also brought a cute pair of bikini set for Pooja and Shreya as gift from me to them. Meanwhile Shreya also joined us and was happy to hear about my purchases. This was the most happiest day of my life, to shop for fem clothes being a fem. Meanwhile I also got a text from Karishma on my selfie which I mistakenly shared with her, he msg read as “Hawwwtt & Sexy and Kisses emoji” this made me blush and I was smiling within but didn’t replied her back as I didn’t wanted to enjoy our girls time over her. We then had a quick lunch near by and headed back to our room as it was quite sunny by now and we decided to rest up before going to further new place. While in our room I shared my happiness over the shopping done and we were doing only girly talks and gossip. I told them how I wish I had boobs as them would be soo great to wear underneath the bra then those socks and the girls giggled and were like, do din hue ladki banne aur bate toh dekho. Pooja then said dw babe one day ul also have boobs of ur own and will also get a caring partner to tease and play with them which made us all laugh. I said that we shall see, but one thing in sure, Il be the most prettiest bridesmaid at ur wedding, to which girls affirmed and said yes, you are gonna be the most beautiful of them all and in your fav lehenga choli. This made me lost in dreams and I started imaging myself which Pooja seemed to woke me up by saying aaj nahi hoo rahi hamari shaadi. Evening again we dressed up hit the clubs of Goa and had another wild night but today we decided to hand out together and not to entertain any strangers and we had a best girls night and danced our heart out. Next day also passed by like fast and we were all sakhis throughout and girls also forgot that I was a guy also. With this our trip came to end and I changed myself back to my male self seeing which both girls cried and hugged me and said Simmi is being away only for now but for us u are and always will be simmi forever and they even said, from now all weekend ul be coming to our place to stay and shall be simmi with us. We hugged cried and it was very emotional moment and the most memorable trip of my life. From being a closet cd to coming out to friends to living life as a girl for 3 days. With all refreshing memories we came back to mumbai and we were back to our routine life and over weekends I would visit the girls house and stay like simmi with them and this continued for years. On my Birthday which was the next month girls gave me the bestest gift of my life which was “Silicon Boobs” which I held so precious and best thing I ever possess and our bond grew too deep and we became inseparable sakhis. Thank you readers for reading my stories, it was fictional but was written with all my heart. For my further development with Karishma il be writing another set of stories where il give more insight with my Journey with Karishma. So keep looking out on this page for such more stories. Luv ya all my readers and admires.