My name is Neeraj and I live in Lucknow. Our old family business here is of women's clothes. I am
married and my wife's name is Malvika. I also have a 2 year old daughter whose name is Ridhi.
I always
have a fight with my wife because she wants to do modelling and I do not allow her. I say that the work of
women is to stay at home and run the house and serve the husband. But she is open minded. In a few days
our fight increased so much that I was not able to concentrate on the business. Then next to my shop I
have a parlor for tailoring clothes which is run by a female friend of mine. By the way she is a Muslim
and her name is Sabina. She told me that her brother needed a job so I hired Asabina's brother. Because
due to tension I was not able to go to the shop.
One day when I returned from the shop I saw that Malvika
was not at home, she had stolen a letter for me to Ridhi. It was written in the letter that she is going to
her mother and she wants a divorce.
In a few days we got divorced and the responsibility of Roddhi was
given to Malvika but I said that I will keep my daughter with me and will not give up that woman. The
court said that anyway a child needs a mother but if you want to keep the child then we will give you 3
months' time and if you keep the child with you well then the court will review its decision again. Finally
Riddhi came to me. 2 days had passed but she was not eating anything, she just wanted a mother. Then
one day Sabina came to our house and said Neeraj let the child go to her mother else there would be a lot
of problems. I refused but I was unable to understand what to do. Salman was also looking after the shop
well. I asked Sabina if she could help me. Sabina took Riddhi in her lap and she became quiet and ate
food too. After some time she slept. After she slept Sabina said see, I had told her that she needs a mother.
I said no I will never bring Malvika here. After thinking for a while Sabina said one thing can be done if
you want. I asked what, she said you should wear your wife's salwar kameez and come, then how Riddhi
reacts on seeing her, I said have you gone crazy. Why should I wear women's clothes? I will not do that.
After Sabina left Ridhi woke up and started crying. I tried a lot to make her keep quiet but she did not
keep quiet. It has been two days and she is neither eating anything nor keeping quiet. Now her condition
has also worsened. I took Riddhi to the doctor and told him everything. Doctor said Riddhi needs mother,
so call him somehow.
I thought I will try once and called Malvika. Malvika said if anything happens to my
daughter then see what happens to you and disconnected the call. I came back home with Riddhi. I
thought let me call Sabina. I called Sabina and she came to my place before going to her shop. She took
Riddhi in the lap and fed her milk from the bottle and Riddhi went to sleep. Sabina said child Neeraj
needs a mother and after saying this Sabina went to the shop.
I called Salman and told him that I am not
coming today. I also rested for a while and after eating food I was taking out clothes from the cupboard
when I saw Malvika's old salwar suit. I thought I wear this once and go in front of Riddhi, maybe she will
be happy. I quickly wore those clothes and went in front of Riddhi. Seeing me she started crying loudly
and started shouting 'Maa Maa'. I took her in my lap and sat down but maybe she did not like me
wearing female clothes. After some time the doorbell rang, I took Riddhi along and went to open the
door and saw Sabina in front of me. She started smiling seeing me. I called her inside. Sabina asked what
is all this. I said I got these clothes so I thought I should try them once and present them in front of
Riddhi so that he becomes happy. But that did not happen.
Sabina said that is because you do not look
like a girl at all. I asked what should I do now. She said wait I will do something and went out and came
back after 1 hour with a bag.Sabina brought me into the room and said, take off these clothes and quickly remove all the hair from your body. I did the same; removed all the hair from my body with the razor given by Sabina. After that Sabina gave me a pink bra and asked me to put my hand in it. As soon as I put my hand in it, she took it from behind and tied it with a hook. But the bra was loose. Then she took out my real visible breasts and put them in the bra due to which the bra became full and heavy. After that she said, wear this panty, I will turn my face to the other side and then wear the salwar. I did the same. After that she made me wear a silk kurta which was very soft. Then she asked me to sit on a chair and said, "Let me make up a little." I stopped her and asked her what was the need for this, and she said, "I will know soon." First of all she did my light make-up and then put clip-on earrings in my ears. After that she looked at my hands and pasted artificial nails on my nails and painted them red. She also put 3 bangles in my hands. Lastly, she put a wig on my head and set it properly so that it did not move. Then she showed my face in the mirror, I was looking exactly like Malvika, as if I was her twin. Sabina asked how did you like my magic, now let's go, the time has come for Riddhi to take her test. We passed Riddhi and seeing me she hugged me and said mama. I understood that she had started considering me as her mother. After that I made her drink milk and she drank it. I made Riddhi lie down on the bed and thanked Sabina. She stood up and putting a dupatta around my neck hugged me and said it's okay Neeraj. Then she said, look, seeing you no one will say that you are male but now I cannot call you Neeraj. I asked what are you going to call me. She said Nagma will be fine. From today your name will be Nagma and you should wear such clothes if you want to see Riddhi happy. Now I am leaving. After she left I was looking at myself in the mirror wondering what had happened to me today. But I was ready to do anything for my daughter.
Now every day I used to get ready like a woman and look at my daughter along with household chores. It has been 20 days doing this.
One day Sabina came to meet me, then I told her that I was having problem with my bra because due to heavy breasts I had lost weight. Sabina started laughing and said come on, I will solve your problem in the evening and she went back home. When she came in the evening, I offered her tea. After that she said go to my room and take off your kurta and bra and lie down straight on the bed. I did the same. Sabina applied something on my chest and then placed the new breast on my chest and pressed it. After 2 minutes she removed her hands and said now stand up. When I stood up, there were big breasts on my chest. I asked you what did you do, she said that from now on you don't need to keep breasts, I glued them on. Now wear a bra and enjoy.
Now I too had got used to wearing female clothes. One day Salman came to my house. When I opened the door, he did not recognize me and said madam, I want to meet Neeraj sir. I took him under control and told him everything that how he was wearing female clothes because of his entitlement. Salman said, should I call you sir or madam, I said nothing. Anyway, what work do you have. He said sir I needed some money, so it came. I gave him the ATM card and told him to take as much as he wanted and now he would have to manage the shop for a few days. He said it was fine and he left. Riddhi had a fever so I called Sabina but she was busy. So I asked Salman if he could come with me. He came. I asked him what should I wear, because of my big breasts I cannot wear shirt and pants. He said go like this. I went to the doctor anyway. After checking up the doctor told me that Riddhi has a small hole in her heart and she would have to undergo a surgery. Both of you husband and wife fill up this form and we will start the procedure. Both of you should also attach your ID proofs with the form.
I did not pay attention to that matter except for Riddhi's mention. We returned home. After some time Sabina also came to our house. And started asking what is the matter, Nagm. Salman told everything. He also said that Riddhi's father and mother's ID proof is needed along with the form. Sabina said how will you do everything now. I said that Malvika will never help me.Sabina said I have an idea if you agree. I asked her to tell me, she took me to another room and said if you marry Salman after becoming a female banker then you will get the proof as well. I said have you gone crazy, how can I marry Salman, I am his boss. Sabina said see, you have done so much for Riddhi, do a little more. After thinking a bit, I said should Salman agree to do all this. Sabina said I will talk to him, my brother will not agree. Let's go outside, now let's ask him. Salman did create a bit of drama in doing this but he put some conditions. She said if we are Muslims then you will also have to become a Muslim. Here married women do not get much freedom. Didi will explain everything to you. You will have to meet my Ammi Abbu if they agree, then I am also ready because you have to stay there after marriage. I said everything is acceptable to me. Next day Sabina shifted with me and started teaching me about offering Namaz along with household work and other Muslim activities. One day she said, Nagma your nose will also have to be pierced because this is mandatory here. Before I could say anything, she put a nose ring in my nose after spraying the mlin. Seeing my improvement Sabina was also happy. And she brought a gift for me and said that you have to wear this and meet your in-laws. When I opened the gift, a black kurta came out from it. I asked Sabina what is this, she said that this is called burqa and married women or those who are about to get married, whenever they go out, they cover themselves. Meaning that from today your freedom is locked in this burqa Nagma. Now you can show your face only to your husband or other women, not to your husband. Today was my wedding and I was taken before the Qazi after getting ready like a bride. Everything went well.
After marriage we shifted to a new house where I was living with a Muslim woman and Sabina's sister-in-law was also there. One day Sabina came home and said 2 glasses. When I turned my head and drank water, I saw Malvika sitting on the sofa in front of me in jeans. Seeing me she said hello Neeraj or Nagma. I started going back to the kitchen when Sabina stopped me.
Malviks said that Sabina told me that you have become a woman. Well, now you will also get to know what a woman's life is like. She is also a Muslim.... and she went away from there.